shoot me now

Alright, let's do a recap of the week...Wednesday night - car accident; Thursday - dealing with insurance people and getting a temporary vehicle; Friday - 9 hour long photoshoot in Wyandotte, MI; Saturday - sore all day from photoshoot and just annoyed; Sunday - 4 year anniversary of my mother's tragic death [never a good day], also had to get a shit-ton of homework done; Monday - classes, need i say more; Tuesday - take a quiz and rush to get my scene painting project done; finally today - STRESSED OUT and about to find out if they are going to register my car as a total loss. So basically, this last week has sucked horribly. The only positive thing was probably the photoshoot just because those seem to center me for some reason.

Okay, so the car accident. Wednesday night I was leaving my photographers and all hell broke loose. I was going to turn left onto Monroe street [meaning I had to cross 3 lanes of traffic], the lanes furthest from me were clear and there was only one car coming toward me from the left in the lane closest to me. The car had their right turn signal on so I foolishly assumed they were going to turn onto the street before me. I started pulling out but soon realized that the car kept going straight so I slammed on my breaks. Before I had a chance to put my car in reverse, the other vehicle hit my front end and caused as of Monday an estimated total damage of about $8,400 [i bought my car in August, it's a brand new 2009 Kia Rio 5]. Today I am supposed to get a call telling me whether or not my transmission was damaged, given all the other damages I don't know how it wouldn't be. If the transmission is damaged then it will be registered a 'total loss' and I will be getting a check for how much my car would have been worth right before the crash. If not, I'll have to pay my deductible and wait till the 12th for it to be fixed. Either way, I just want this all to be over with.

Sadly the thing with my mom, if you really want to know, you can just google my name and it will pop up. The point is that i miss her dearly and Oct. 25 is always a day of pain for me and my family.

For the most part I have been trying to use any form of distraction to forget about all of this craziness. The song I am leaving you with today is one that seems to always help me to find peace when I have fallen into sadness.

And that's that.

-BeeBs