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Even though my health has been upsetting me, I'd be lying right now if I said I wasn't happy. I spent the last week studying for 2 tests [both over 6 chapters], one was this morning and getting done with it was the biggest sigh of relief. There was only one question that made me second guess myself, but everything else just came naturally. As stressed out as I get from school, it always makes my day whenever I realize I am doing well in classes.

Outside of school, my life is still full of drama, mainly because of my family. Friday I was feeling pretty good since I got to spend the day with my nephew and visit my grandparents. Seeing those three always puts a smile on my face. That night my younger sister came into town for a funeral [one of her friends died in a motorbike accident last week], so I dropped my nephew off with her so she could spend some time with him; i knew it would cheer her up. When my older sister came to get my nephew though, she was waring my sister's $150 Coach sandals so they had some words. Then, while my older sister was driving home, she got pulled over for speeding the second time this week, while having a suspended license so she started freaking out. In the end she was taken to jail and her boyfriend had to come down and pay her $1,000 bail. In my mind she's a total failure in life. Saturday I was in bed almost all day studying, so not much happened there. On Sunday I spent a lot of time with my younger sister and her boyfriend before they head back to Colorado today. I showed her how do Spray Paint Space Art and made her 2 paintings for her to take home. The path she is laying out for herself in life is very upsetting to me, which makes it hard for me to spend a lot of time with her, but art allows us to forget about everything else and just be happy together. I honestly hope her boyfriend dies though lol, I know that sounds cruel, but if you met him...you'd feel the same way.

The constant good in my life is all thanks to music, art, specific family members, my boyfriend and dog whom I share my home with, and mindless television. As long as those things stay the way they are, I think I'll be able to always find the positive in this cluster fuck I call me life.

-BeeBs

this blog's song is inspired by my happiness.