drained

Wow...the last couple days I have felt completely exhausted. Yesterday was horrid; I have had carpal tunnel in my left hand for about 5 years thanks to crew, but for some reason it randomly decided to act up. It got to the point I could barely drive cause every time i turned the wheel i would get shooting pains throughout my hand. Oh well, I'm going to talk to my doctor about it next week and hopefully it won't be giving me anymore problems.

Today I did not awake to anything better, my hand still hurt some and I felt very ill. Still I suffered through my classes, got my groceries, and am doing homework. 13 ABC is making my life very arduous though by hounding my family members for an interview [thankfully my facebook and myspace are under alias's]. It really shocks me they they went through the effort to track down my sister on facebook asking her to speak with them after everything they did to us in the past. Either way, my grandparents will resolve the situation or I will ignore and be happy. I find it amusing that it is only the second week of school and it is already taking such a huge toll on my stress. Honestly I need school to keep me organized and focused though, this summer I was so bored and mindless, it's nice to have a daily distraction from my overly complicated life. My daily enjoyment usually comes from my boyfriend, music, and my dog, but today my scene painting class took the cake; nothing relaxes me more than art. Hopefully I can find a school close enough to Arcata, CA to transfer to next year that has a program.

Well, it's getting kinda late and I have barely eaten so I am going to have some din din and make some astronomy outlines for class tomorrow. Here's a song that has been circling my mind all day...Simple

-BeeBs